01: The death of Jessica. To this day, I feel I could've prevented it.

02: My first hunt.

03: The responsibility of the family business.

04: Having to kill Madison when we found out she would remain a werewolf for the rest of her life.

05: Nightmares.

06: High school.

07: All the things I said to Dad, or didn't have the chance to.

08: Dad's ( Read more... )

1. Machines

2. Nightmares

3. Her death.

4. My brother's death.

5. My mom's death.

6. My father's death.

7. Cameron going psycho and killing everyone.

8. Pulling the trigger on another human being.

9. Dying.

10. The war

11. Machines

12. Losing the war.

13. Yet again. The machines.

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1. My rotten childhood
2. My father. I hated my father!
3. My mother. She was crazy.
4. Nightmares I don’t talk to anybody about.
5. Rage.
6. Hatred.
7. Boredom.
8. Love. It sucks.
9. Lust.
10. The need to kill.
11. The necessity for chaos.
12. My scars. If you like, I’ll tell you how I got ‘em…
13. The blasted, accursed, damnable BAT!!!

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37.3 - 13 things that haunt you.

1.  My parents always arguing and fighting.
2.  Lawrence going insane and cutting his foot off.
3.  Every single time she raped me.
4.  Never being able to tell Jacobi that I loved him because I was afraid of what that might mean.
5.  My out of body experience, or what I remember of it.
6.  Walking through my apartment ( Read more... )

1. Weird dreams about the Waking World
2. Zoogs
3. Cats from Saturn
4. Dark side of the Moon
5. Enchanted Woods
6. Moonbeasts
7. Squids
8. Black galleys
9. Leng
10. Humans
11. Fake humans
12. Former humans
13. Ghouls

1. Her eyes.
2. Her smell.
3. Kaito's last words.
4. The way she said my name.
5. The feeling of power I had with the virus.
6. Hell, the virus in general.
7. The damn coffin.
8. Her voice.
9. Odessa and how everything went completely wrong.
10. Arthur Petrelli.
11. Her kisses.
12. Pratt's last words.
13. Yaeko herself.